Saturday, April 9, 2011

love, Jazmine

dear God,
I don't really know what to write. I just feel that I should. I remember how I used to write to you everyday when I was younger. I had my "God notebooks" where I wrote letter after letter to you. I told you about everything. I confessed every thought, every feeling before you. Well, here I am. I never get over this overwhelming feeling for more. I just want more about of my relationship with you. I just don't feel like I do enough. I have no discipline. Why can't I do the things I want to? Be who I know you want me to be? Why am I so lazy, so unmotivated, so slow to act, to live in the moment for You. The opportune moments. I really don't know what else to say. You know my heart and everything it is feeling now. You know my mind and everything it is thinking right now. You know my spirit, and everything it longs for right now. I am yours. There is nothing more for me to say.
Love, Jazmine

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